“I know my son very well”.. “I know my daughter very well”..

We have heard this from many a parent and we have also used it many times.. But how much do we know our child?

Do we know what makes our child happy?

Do we know what makes our child curious?

Do we know what makes our child scared?

Do we know what surprises our child?

Do we know the gestures of our child when they are experiencing a particular emotion?

And most importantly, do we know what our child is doing and what interests them?

This is a thought that always strikes me – we perpetually are seeking, to find out about ourselves more and more.. Where is our wherewithal then, to claim that we know our child very well?

My perspective has always been that if we have taken the responsibility of parenting a child, it is imperative that we understand our child well; to journey with them and to help them to contribute to themselves and to the world at large..  We may provide them certain basic needs which would include food, clothing, shelter and education; we also may work towards instilling values in them..

Many of us are running constantly to achieve what we want to achieve in our lives.. We want to achieve what our parents were not able to.. We want to achieve what we were not able to achieve in our childhood.. We want to achieve because we want to stay ahead.. We want to achieve because we want to achieve, as simple as that (or as complicated as that :-)) . and this achievement could be anything that gives us happiness  – it could be money, relationships, fame, name, assets etc., Does bringing up our child also fit into this? It most certainly does..

Each one of us want to give our child the best of everything.. And one of the best things that we can give to our child, is our time.. Does it just mean the time that we spend with them –  in talking to them, playing with them, shopping with them and going for a holiday with them? Yes, it certainly means that, but it also means the time that we spend ‘on’ them..

With them or on them, this is just semantics one may say.. When we are playing with them or taking them out or talking with them, we are engaged in an activity with them.. How much time are we able to spend time thinking about what they did or what they said or what they wanted to say but did not? (and we did may have just noticed a pause that was given, when it was not needed). Many times, the time that we spend ‘on’ them gives us indicators that we may not have spotted otherwise; and when we mull on it and probe further with our child in a timely manner, it certainly goes a long way in our understanding of our child..

Some instances that I have encountered have made me curious on this question of ‘Do we know our child?

A 12 year old showed me a box of 100 key chains that he had collected.. Key chains from different places and of different kinds and an interesting variety.. When asked why he collected the key chains he said, “I like it.. That’s why”.. I asked him about his parents reaction when they heard that he was collecting.. His answer took me by surprise. He said, “I did not tell them for a long time.. When I realized that  the key chains could not be stored in the small box and I needed a new one, is when I told them”.

This 15 year old was pulling out the names of different restaurants that specialize in different cuisines. I asked him how frequently they eat out, given the information he was ‘dishing’ out.. He shared that his parents do not prefer to eat out and all the information he was sharing was what he had heard from his friends.. He added in the same breath, “Aunty, please do not tell my parents about what we discussed”. Quite unfortunately, I could not probe on this to understand why; and this is still an open loop in my mind 🙂

In the half yearly exam, this boy who is in class 11 had scored low marks in about 2 subjects. He shared this with his mother on the same day. Mother and son are wondering how to share this news with the father.

13 year old she is and she confided with her friend, on her love for a boy in her class. Her friend shared this news with the boy and the boy promptly told his teacher.. When the teacher spoke to both of them, the girl started crying and requested her teacher not to share on this with her parents..

My 9 year old, emptied his lunch box into the dust bin before coming home.. My neighbor saw it and thought I should know about it..

It was an expensive watch that the mother had gifted to her daughter. She gave it to her friend to wear for a day and her friend did not return it for a few more days. The girl shared this news with her father, not knowing how her mother would take it if she knows that the watch has been given to her friend..

Just out of her teens, this young adult used to store her shorts and her western outfits deep inside her cupboard, where it would be difficult for anyone to find them, even if they were to look into her cupboard. If she wanted to attend a party with her friends, she used to change her clothing in her friend’s house or at the hotel where the party was held; and used to change her clothes once again before coming home.

The school had written a note to the parent of a 12 year old, on the aggressiveness of the child.. The child had torn the sheet so carefully that it cannot be noticed, unless it is keenly observed..

An age when liking for someone of the opposite sex starts setting in, this 19 year old shared his liking for a girl in his college with his mother’s close friend..

The 18 year old has her eyes set on becoming a fashion designer studying in an Indian Institute specializing in this domain.. Her father wants her to study abroad and has found the details and shared it with his daughter. She is not revealing her desire to her father as she knows how his reaction would be, if he gets to know about this..

As I write theses incidents, my mind goes back to the questions at the start of this blog; and I connect it to the question on how much time we spend ‘on’ our child.. This makes me ask myself, “Do I spend time ‘on’ my children to help me to understand them better and to make them contribute to their growth and to the world at large?”